Friday .

finally is friday but tml stil need to go for work cos wrking alt sat. kinda of sianz but wat to do, is life ma.. den my executive is not in today, urgent leave due to car spoilt half way in the expressway, if i nt wrong. den around 10am got a HR & Finance meeting with the MC member, btw, i change job le, wrking in a HOME for the elderly as HR. i was like "huh?" when the finance manager ask me to attend behalf of my executive. i was like, "halo, im new, wat am i supposed to do?" den he say nvm, jus sit in and they will koe tat im new here. during the meeting was ok la, they will mostly toking abt financial things. after the meeting is the HOD meeting, i need too to attend, i was so tired lor, but anyway times pass faster. after the meeting, there isnt any foods at the pantry there so went out and eat till 2plus den come back. after lunch kept filling those files and documents. till 5.30pm i knock off super sharp. haha.

walk all the way from office there to gugu house, and is so hot but wat to do, ppl dun wan return mi money den im broke. den reach gugu house play with my 8baos den eat dinner and the mahjong session start when all of them is back. ya, hubby de army things also deliver to gugu house liao. haha. den i lose all the way and lucky i win one 5tai and the money came back to mi. den play til around midnight den went back home. reach home faster bath and called hubby. he didnt on his phone cos no batt den called kok, kok say they jus part for around 15minutes so wait for another half an hour called him again or wait for his call. cos he say he reach home will called mi. den wait till going to 1am, he stil haven called, den ask mother whether she got nai nai house no cos i delete it away liao, den when i called, father ans the phone saying hubby is not home yet. omg~ i was damn worry lor, when he so late sti haven reach home and so worry abt him. so i faster called back my own home asking whether he at my house anot, but my daddy say no. den my dad called my brother who is at downstair, he also didnt saw him. i was so worry and scared lor, thought what had happen to him, and try to called kok, weizheng and cow. even ask my brother go up my grandma house see whether he at there play mahjong, but none. i was so f**king worry and he called mi around 2am. he told mi he walk from 85 back home and take a rest at 511 there cos tired. i do not believe in him. at this late hour u go 511 there alone and drink alone. who will believe man. den i was crying like hell, and he ask mi why i dun believe in him and why i alway think that he will betray mi, he say everyone koe he love mi, but i still lack of secure, cos sometime i wonder which word from him is true or lie .. haha, am i a failure, i also dunno. im sad, real sad~

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